I have been thru so much with our family and after staying a 24 hour stay in a place where people should be the most helpful, fearless and educated, we still were sent home to be alone and wait. Wait for what?! The sudden break of consciousness? I wonder if my lifetime will witness this shift of awareness. The awareness in action where my beautiful babies are given every kindness due them? Where making a suggestion that contradicts protocol is considered brilliance rather than mutiny. Where life and the living of it is revered above order.
Where we break our windows and walls with our screams and hug. Real hugs with both arms, full body contact...embracing whatever we hold within us and what is strange to us. Every tear I have cried for my family and for the family of humans who cannot hear our screams...each and every tear is a river. I hope it floods the masses with love. I hope it floods our family with love in action. I hope I hope I hope...this is where I sit.
Acceptance??? I struggle with what that means.
Alone with a family that is still abandoned...the family of those living the adventures of autism. Abandoned by every establishment that reveres liability over love. Turn your back, but our screams are real. We are real. With feelings, love, pain and poetry to share. Does everyone scream this inside them? It cannot be just the autism, just the minorities, just the hippies.
The Gurus are multiplying and the gravity of their message is crushing. The sense of urgency is numbed and distorted from what I can see, feel and the frequencies I experience...
WAKE UP.
My cry from within...wipe my tears and jump in the river. It is alive.
Artist: This Is The Hospital
Lyrics to Urgency Of Silence :
My hands commit this murder
But my ears tune out the screams
And it's rendered all this sleepless
It's the only way to dream
Let's take this even further
Let me show you what I mean
The urgency of silence
Is so much greater than you think
And if we invoke the masses
We'll see the rust behind the shine
Just lay alive, unleash the lies
See what they bring to sight
Let's take this even further
Let me show you what I mean
The urgency of silence
Is so much greater than you think
Let's take this even further
Let me show you what I've seen
The urgency of silence
Is so much greater than you think
My hands commit this murder
But my ears tune out the screams
And it's rendered all this sleepless
It's the only way to dream
Let's take this even further
Let me show you what I mean
The urgency of silence
Is so much greater than you think
And if we invoke the masses
We'll see the rust behind the shine
Just lay alive, unleash the lies
See what they bring to sight
Let's take this even further
Let me show you what I mean
The urgency of silence
Is so much greater than you think
Let's take this even further
Let me show you what I've seen
The urgency of silence
Is so much greater than you think